Thursday, August 21, 2014

Words On A Page (Poem)

Words on a page

Why is it always so hard to love?

Hard to hope
Hard to believe
Hard to bear and endure

Why couldn’t life be like a movie script?

Written and directed by us
Starring the greatest moments of our existence
And missing all those memories we wish we could edit away

Our first crush, there                                                   
Our first kiss, there
Our first heartbreak, gone

Love in itself is a mystery
To care more for others than self is beyond our sinful nature
But it is through receiving God’s love
That we learn to give it away

You must first learn to love yourself
As you are
As God made you to be

And then most importantly to love him
Above All things
To be content with Him alone
For He IS love
To believe that he will withhold no good thing from us

We must willingly lose what we have
To gain all that he has for us
For his plan is flawless

See He decides the when, where and how
We just decide to follow
To obey Him even when it hurts
Even when we don’t want to let go

To choose walk alone with God is no easy task
To trust that he will guide you in His perfect will
Sounds simple

But these growing pains, they’re real
Lord you’ re stretching much more than my faith
Developing in me perseverance, character and hope

Still at times I feel like I’m walking through a desert with only a mirage ahead of me
And the sandstorm I left on my heels

Time after time I’ve prayed that you would send someone to complete me
To lift me when I’m feeling low
To hold me when I’m too weak to walk this road
To hear my pleas and console my fears
To dry my tears
To love me, deeply
Without condition
Imperfect as I am

It’s at those times that your answer is
I already have

Your word declares that I need not be afraid
Because you live with me
You are my savior
You delight in me with gladness
With your love, you calm all my fears

And when I find myself like Paul
Begging you to remove this thorn in my flesh
You gently whisper to me
That your grace is all I need
That your power works best in my weakness

So I look not at the troubles I see before me
But fix my eyes upon the things I cannot
For these trouble are passing
Much like this life

But the promise I have in you is for all eternity.

©2008 Elaine Glover